时间真的飞很快..
是我停留在原地还是别人在变?
青艳说过:
"世界上唯一不变的东西就是全部东西都在变".

我可以执著地说我没有变..
我一样会笑,
我一样会哭,
我一样不喜欢骗人,
我一样很喜欢吃东西..
我一样不管开心和不开心,吃东西就没事..

只是,
我不再是那个做东西可以不顾后果的嘉敏,
我不再是那个吃东西可以不顾身材的嘉敏,
我不再是那个要做就做,管它对还是错的嘉敏,
我不再是那个可以在任何时候都笑得出来的嘉敏,
我不再是那个可以不开心就流眼泪的嘉敏..

因为环境和责任,
我变了,长大了,成熟了,会想了..
我的朋友变了..
旧朋友还是朋友,
还是我永远的好朋友,
只是, 说话的时间少了..

导致那个霸占我生命8年的他说:
"跟她再也没有一起唱花式练动作的习惯..
更别说"对称"这个字是已经离我们多远了..
我们也没有经常走那充满回忆的jln st thomas和搭巴士了..
更别说两人在联课碰面的机会有多少..
我们也没有吃6点半场的早餐的习惯..
更别说放学后会见个面喝个茶吃个饭..
只是偶尔还会想起有这个朋友而去维持维持下.."

少了联络, 自然就多了一份隔膜..
何止他?

莉萍, 伟爵, 如恩, 青艳, 嘉雯
不也令我感觉害怕甚至恐惧?

妈的妈的他妈的..

我不要这样
最近很烦很累

我可不可以找到一个人的肩膀,
然后让我哭过就算了..

我可不可以找到一个得空的时间和一个适合的人,
然后大吃一餐就算了..

我可不可以找到一个适合的借口和理由,
然后逃避所有我不想面对的东西..



原来我一直以来觉得的,
都不是别人所觉得的..

原来我一直相信的,
对别人来说都是不切实际的..

我又被骗了..

最近很累，
但很开心^^

做食物最大的成就感就是
吃的人开心^^

今天不开心

Unforgettable

First of all, it was almost two weeks since my birthday,
But I insisted to write this down because I wanted this day to be immortalized as one of my important days in my life..

Overall,
i was really damn happy this day..
i swear and bet that i could never obliterate this day from my memories..

Early in the morning, about 7 in the morning if i weren't wrong,
Tee You asked me to go for discussion for the performance's opening at the canteen..
Frankly speaking, i know she asked me to go down deliberately..
so i gave her enough cooperation^^, and i go down..

i was eating "gai sze ho fan"..
Suddenly, i saw a crowd walking towards me..
They are "semi-old"!!
My tears poured out incontrollable..
They made me lose my bearings and i was shocked and surprised..
i remember shi wei told me that he didn't plan to ask any of them to celebrate with me~
in fact, he deceived me..

so, i wiped off my tears and sang birthday song with them,
after that, they gave me their presents and we took some pictures..

The most unforgettable is, THE CAKE~
i saw the words “THE BEST LEADER, KAH MUNG” which was written down on the cake.
伟进 told me, at the former the worker at the bakery said he/she was unable to write so many words in such a limited space,
but 伟进 scolded he/she and the worker is forced to write it down..
I was.. Speechless because… he is so stubborn and stupid, and
MAKE ME CRAZY FOR THEM!!

THANK YOU..
ALL OF YOU..
MY 17th’s BIRTHDAY BECAME COLOURFUL BECAUSE OF YOU ALL...
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH…

After finishing the cake, we went upstairs...
My class’s sport period was cancelled unreasonable...
I don care so much since it is irrelevant and pointless to me...

But then, I received a piece of BLUE PAPER...
It is from the discipline department...
Again. However,
It happened within my expectation..

I went straightly to the discipline room...
As I entered the room, I saw 伟进 was sitting in front of Jennifer...
Haiz...
“Never mind, just manage it!!” I told myself...

I’m sad when I saw 伟进 was scolded by teacher,
Truly speaking, I don’t mind to undertake my faults and accept the punishment,
But I really mind when I saw him scolded by teacher.
He was so innocent.
What the fuck!

Then 伟进 was told to go back class earlier,
And I finally seized the opportunity to say something to Jennifer.

Finally, settled^^
And they are safe^^

Then I went back to classroom.
No special affair was happened until the 2nd recess time.

I ate the cake with Yen Yee,
(Although we both found ants~)
Tasted nice what!!
(Luckily the ants didn’t destroy the cake)

Then I had my lunch with LI PENG.
Yoh, it is hard to come by baby~
We both talked a lot,
The feel is still here^^

After school,
Shi Wei presented me his hand-made slideshow.
It was really touching.
The video cherished the days we had together,
The sadness we passed through together,
And the joy we have had together.

“They” said,
You make a lot of efforts to complete the slideshow.
Thank you,
My best friend,
You’re really irreplaceable.

I love my 17th’s birthday.
It is the emblem of my growing stage,
It signifies that I have passed through 17 years of my life and imperceptibly turns into maturity.
I’m growing up,

Hence I have to be tough,
Hence I have to be sensible,
Hence I have to shoulder on some incumbencies
Which these are what I hope to be evaded since I was young.

However,

Thanks 静谚and 煜凯.. I love the shirts^^

Thanks 智豪（赵）..
I love the piggy bank^^

Thanks 小俊 ^^
For the cup,
Not to forget our agree on the sport day yeah~

Thanks 小进,
For the cake.
You are the martyr I think^^
How unlucky you are~
But really thank you so much.

Thank all the “semi-old”,
For the drumstick.
Actually this is from all of them I think~
Trustily, I don know who gave me this^^
But I promise that I won’t use it~
I’ll keep it in a good condition.

Thanks Weilun.
I was so surprise to receive your gifts.

Thanks Tee You for the necklace,
It is graceful.

Thanks Kuai Ping and Kher Jia for the bathrobe,
Let’s go for sauna^^

Thanks Kher Jia for the birthday card,
And also Kuai Ping and Yen Yee who wrote the card.

Thanks Yen Yee for the BB Cream,
Although I don’t know the ways to apply it^^

Thanks Li Peng for the photo frame,
It was touched when I saw it,
It’s beautiful, and symbolic!

Thanks Shi Wei, Debbie, and Yi Yan for the purse.
I love it so much.

Thanks Carol for the SUSHI,
And the biscuits..
And the words “在没有我的日子里，决不会让你饿肚子”!!!
So touch!!!
胜利者~ IKO’s spokesman^^

Thanks Shi Wei for the sweets,
Although it is tasted very sweet,
But I ate it^^

Thanks Shi Wei for the mitten^^
I really really love it and it is what I need.
Thank you, for knowing me well.

Thanks Shi Wei for the pillow,
Actually I know why you bought this.
Because you said: 我是一个不睡会死的人.
It’s true!!!

Thanks Xiao Ping, Ying Yee, Jia Han, Wei Xiong, Jun Jian and …( I’ve already forgotten)
For the bikini swim suit,
Although I am quite abase with my body figure.

Thanks you all for the goggles,
Let’s move to Sunway Lagoon!!

Thanks Shi Wei for the earrings.
It looks good^^

Thanks my dad and mum for the watch,
I know my mum always remember what I have said indeliberately.

Thanks my sis for the T-backs.
For this, I’m speechless =.=

Thanks Yi Jie for the wallet,
I know it was the LAST one^^

Thanks Shi Wei for completing the “semi-old” ’s card.

Thanks Yi Yan for the Secret Recipes’ cake^^

Thanks Debbie, Yi Yan, Shi Wei and Wooi Chuey for accompanying me the whole day.

Overall,
Thanks all of you^^

如果某一天我伤心失落崩溃到一个爆点了，
我想，
救会我的会是这一天。

真的谢谢你们。

yo guys!!

i'm going to 1U later to have my Japanese buffet~

(actually i don prefer this, i prefer having Korea bibimbap,
this is forced by my sis..)

^^ HOWEVER,

happy birthday to LOW KAH MUNG..

today is my 17th's birthday eve~

after back from 1U,
i'll bake three cakes ^^

one is for my family, simple SPONGE Cake,
requested by my mom.

second is for YEN YEE, one my best friend,
LEMON CHEESE CAKE^^
she is borned on the same year same month same day with me~

third is for LOW KAH MUNG!!!!!
SIMPLE CHEESE CAKE~
yo~
i'll bake my own cake for my 17th's birthday~
so weird right? ^^
this is requested by TAN SHI WEI..

i'll try my best to make it~!!!
GAMBATEH~

(summore i don think i'll do any preparation for tomoro's add math test..)

yo~

on the whole, today i was happy..
i can't find out the reason but i guessed that it is caused by the sadness and dismay which has immunized me yesterday..

you know,
those which commendable mostly emerge after deplorable..

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i was obviously tired today.
i don't know what is making me so sleepy and tardy,
maybe the rain,
but today's weather is really cold.

thanks for the KOPIKO^^
none the less, i dont like sweets.

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i really have to confess that the 'semi-old' in my team is tormented.

today i was ruffled by yours attitude and finally scolded you all.
sorry, although i dont think i was wrong.
and i exquisitely hope that the words can make you all contemplated and roused strong enthusiasm on you all.

Dont be trounced by the laborious practices credulously.
please value it and do your best since you all have the faculty to do it well.
you'll perceive the repay!!!

i promise..

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“如果气馁，就不要承认曾经给我带过。”

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Mad for "River flow in you - Yiruma"

My friends burbled exuberantly about the thrilled news.
Well, frankly speaking,
he is hunky and you're not bragging at all.
BUT i really marvelled at your response today.
However, hope that you can intimate the coupled
to us as soon as possible.

GULP Down him!!

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Actually i dont know what will ensue after this.

i wish for an answer which is acceptable and isn't absurd for me, normally.
it's hard to squelch such speculation when it flashed across my mind.

haiz, just leave it away!
futhermore i'm trying my best to make a resolution to give it up!!

i know these ideas are just tentatively turmoiling my peace of mind.
obviously, it will not impede my routine and make me laps into delirium..
life still goes on!!

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DONT YOU TRY TO BEGUILE ME WITH YOUR STORY ANYMORE!

STOP TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT!!

i'm not a good sister.

今天放学看完辩论后，
妈妈逼着要带我去看中医。

中医说，
我血气很弱，
血流得很沉很慢。
因为血流不过去手脚，
所以常常会觉得很冷。
因为血流不过去头脑，
导致脑一直处于缺氧的状态，
所以才会一直很累、全身发力和头晕。

直到今天
我才知道啊^^

该不会哪一天我脑真的缺氧了的话，
救我啊~

重点是！！
那位中医师是中华人！！

所以他说看到我的校徽有一种家的感觉~
他是87年的。

yo~
中华果然不错^^
桃李满天下。

等那一天我长大了结婚了，
在一个偶然的机会又看到我学校的校徽，
一定会超感触的~

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我讨厌吵架
所以我会说无所谓
所以我会一个人生闷气

可是我会生气你
我会不跟你讲话
我会讨厌你

你怎么可以不说对不起？

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给我一点时间

这只是短暂的过渡期

会过去的

天空蓝

我喜欢这个颜色