Unforgettable

First of all, it was almost two weeks since my birthday,
But I insisted to write this down because I wanted this day to be immortalized as one of my important days in my life..

Overall,
i was really damn happy this day..
i swear and bet that i could never obliterate this day from my memories..

Early in the morning, about 7 in the morning if i weren't wrong,
Tee You asked me to go for discussion for the performance's opening at the canteen..
Frankly speaking, i know she asked me to go down deliberately..
so i gave her enough cooperation^^, and i go down..

i was eating "gai sze ho fan"..
Suddenly, i saw a crowd walking towards me..
They are "semi-old"!!
My tears poured out incontrollable..
They made me lose my bearings and i was shocked and surprised..
i remember shi wei told me that he didn't plan to ask any of them to celebrate with me~
in fact, he deceived me..

so, i wiped off my tears and sang birthday song with them,
after that, they gave me their presents and we took some pictures..

The most unforgettable is, THE CAKE~
i saw the words “THE BEST LEADER, KAH MUNG” which was written down on the cake.
伟进 told me, at the former the worker at the bakery said he/she was unable to write so many words in such a limited space,
but 伟进 scolded he/she and the worker is forced to write it down..
I was.. Speechless because… he is so stubborn and stupid, and
MAKE ME CRAZY FOR THEM!!

THANK YOU..
ALL OF YOU..
MY 17th’s BIRTHDAY BECAME COLOURFUL BECAUSE OF YOU ALL...
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH…

After finishing the cake, we went upstairs...
My class’s sport period was cancelled unreasonable...
I don care so much since it is irrelevant and pointless to me...

But then, I received a piece of BLUE PAPER...
It is from the discipline department...
Again. However,
It happened within my expectation..

I went straightly to the discipline room...
As I entered the room, I saw 伟进 was sitting in front of Jennifer...
Haiz...
“Never mind, just manage it!!” I told myself...

I’m sad when I saw 伟进 was scolded by teacher,
Truly speaking, I don’t mind to undertake my faults and accept the punishment,
But I really mind when I saw him scolded by teacher.
He was so innocent.
What the fuck!

Then 伟进 was told to go back class earlier,
And I finally seized the opportunity to say something to Jennifer.

Finally, settled^^
And they are safe^^

Then I went back to classroom.
No special affair was happened until the 2nd recess time.

I ate the cake with Yen Yee,
(Although we both found ants~)
Tasted nice what!!
(Luckily the ants didn’t destroy the cake)

Then I had my lunch with LI PENG.
Yoh, it is hard to come by baby~
We both talked a lot,
The feel is still here^^

After school,
Shi Wei presented me his hand-made slideshow.
It was really touching.
The video cherished the days we had together,
The sadness we passed through together,
And the joy we have had together.

“They” said,
You make a lot of efforts to complete the slideshow.
Thank you,
My best friend,
You’re really irreplaceable.

I love my 17th’s birthday.
It is the emblem of my growing stage,
It signifies that I have passed through 17 years of my life and imperceptibly turns into maturity.
I’m growing up,

Hence I have to be tough,
Hence I have to be sensible,
Hence I have to shoulder on some incumbencies
Which these are what I hope to be evaded since I was young.

However,

Thanks 静谚and 煜凯.. I love the shirts^^

Thanks 智豪（赵）..
I love the piggy bank^^

Thanks 小俊 ^^
For the cup,
Not to forget our agree on the sport day yeah~

Thanks 小进,
For the cake.
You are the martyr I think^^
How unlucky you are~
But really thank you so much.

Thank all the “semi-old”,
For the drumstick.
Actually this is from all of them I think~
Trustily, I don know who gave me this^^
But I promise that I won’t use it~
I’ll keep it in a good condition.

Thanks Weilun.
I was so surprise to receive your gifts.

Thanks Tee You for the necklace,
It is graceful.

Thanks Kuai Ping and Kher Jia for the bathrobe,
Let’s go for sauna^^

Thanks Kher Jia for the birthday card,
And also Kuai Ping and Yen Yee who wrote the card.

Thanks Yen Yee for the BB Cream,
Although I don’t know the ways to apply it^^

Thanks Li Peng for the photo frame,
It was touched when I saw it,
It’s beautiful, and symbolic!

Thanks Shi Wei, Debbie, and Yi Yan for the purse.
I love it so much.

Thanks Carol for the SUSHI,
And the biscuits..
And the words “在没有我的日子里，决不会让你饿肚子”!!!
So touch!!!
胜利者~ IKO’s spokesman^^

Thanks Shi Wei for the sweets,
Although it is tasted very sweet,
But I ate it^^

Thanks Shi Wei for the mitten^^
I really really love it and it is what I need.
Thank you, for knowing me well.

Thanks Shi Wei for the pillow,
Actually I know why you bought this.
Because you said: 我是一个不睡会死的人.
It’s true!!!

Thanks Xiao Ping, Ying Yee, Jia Han, Wei Xiong, Jun Jian and …( I’ve already forgotten)
For the bikini swim suit,
Although I am quite abase with my body figure.

Thanks you all for the goggles,
Let’s move to Sunway Lagoon!!

Thanks Shi Wei for the earrings.
It looks good^^

Thanks my dad and mum for the watch,
I know my mum always remember what I have said indeliberately.

Thanks my sis for the T-backs.
For this, I’m speechless =.=

Thanks Yi Jie for the wallet,
I know it was the LAST one^^

Thanks Shi Wei for completing the “semi-old” ’s card.

Thanks Yi Yan for the Secret Recipes’ cake^^

Thanks Debbie, Yi Yan, Shi Wei and Wooi Chuey for accompanying me the whole day.

Overall,
Thanks all of you^^

如果某一天我伤心失落崩溃到一个爆点了，
我想，
救会我的会是这一天。

真的谢谢你们。

yo guys!!

i'm going to 1U later to have my Japanese buffet~

(actually i don prefer this, i prefer having Korea bibimbap,
this is forced by my sis..)

^^ HOWEVER,

happy birthday to LOW KAH MUNG..

today is my 17th's birthday eve~

after back from 1U,
i'll bake three cakes ^^

one is for my family, simple SPONGE Cake,
requested by my mom.

second is for YEN YEE, one my best friend,
LEMON CHEESE CAKE^^
she is borned on the same year same month same day with me~

third is for LOW KAH MUNG!!!!!
SIMPLE CHEESE CAKE~
yo~
i'll bake my own cake for my 17th's birthday~
so weird right? ^^
this is requested by TAN SHI WEI..

i'll try my best to make it~!!!
GAMBATEH~

(summore i don think i'll do any preparation for tomoro's add math test..)

yo~

on the whole, today i was happy..
i can't find out the reason but i guessed that it is caused by the sadness and dismay which has immunized me yesterday..

you know,
those which commendable mostly emerge after deplorable..

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i was obviously tired today.
i don't know what is making me so sleepy and tardy,
maybe the rain,
but today's weather is really cold.

thanks for the KOPIKO^^
none the less, i dont like sweets.

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i really have to confess that the 'semi-old' in my team is tormented.

today i was ruffled by yours attitude and finally scolded you all.
sorry, although i dont think i was wrong.
and i exquisitely hope that the words can make you all contemplated and roused strong enthusiasm on you all.

Dont be trounced by the laborious practices credulously.
please value it and do your best since you all have the faculty to do it well.
you'll perceive the repay!!!

i promise..

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“如果气馁，就不要承认曾经给我带过。”

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Mad for "River flow in you - Yiruma"

My friends burbled exuberantly about the thrilled news.
Well, frankly speaking,
he is hunky and you're not bragging at all.
BUT i really marvelled at your response today.
However, hope that you can intimate the coupled
to us as soon as possible.

GULP Down him!!

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Actually i dont know what will ensue after this.

i wish for an answer which is acceptable and isn't absurd for me, normally.
it's hard to squelch such speculation when it flashed across my mind.

haiz, just leave it away!
futhermore i'm trying my best to make a resolution to give it up!!

i know these ideas are just tentatively turmoiling my peace of mind.
obviously, it will not impede my routine and make me laps into delirium..
life still goes on!!

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DONT YOU TRY TO BEGUILE ME WITH YOUR STORY ANYMORE!

STOP TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT!!

i'm not a good sister.

今天放学看完辩论后，
妈妈逼着要带我去看中医。

中医说，
我血气很弱，
血流得很沉很慢。
因为血流不过去手脚，
所以常常会觉得很冷。
因为血流不过去头脑，
导致脑一直处于缺氧的状态，
所以才会一直很累、全身发力和头晕。

直到今天
我才知道啊^^

该不会哪一天我脑真的缺氧了的话，
救我啊~

重点是！！
那位中医师是中华人！！

所以他说看到我的校徽有一种家的感觉~
他是87年的。

yo~
中华果然不错^^
桃李满天下。

等那一天我长大了结婚了，
在一个偶然的机会又看到我学校的校徽，
一定会超感触的~

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我讨厌吵架
所以我会说无所谓
所以我会一个人生闷气

可是我会生气你
我会不跟你讲话
我会讨厌你

你怎么可以不说对不起？

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给我一点时间

这只是短暂的过渡期

会过去的

天空蓝

我喜欢这个颜色

时间从来就不会停歇
脚步也一直在往前走
偶尔我会转头望望
看看那走过的路上
是否一些东西被我遗忘了

我的朋友
谢谢你们
一直包容我的任性和脾气
谢谢你们的体贴和谅解

从来不会用友谊当赌注
因为不管是谁，
我们都曾站在梦想的最高处，
那就够了。

偶尔会想起已经很久没有联络了的某某某，
或是想起曾经非常要好的连体婴谁谁谁，
或许已经过去，
但是那段回忆却实实在在地被刻下“永恒”两个字。

我一直相信距离和时间不是问题，
因为我相信只要我有付出，
什么都不是问题。
也不知道会不会不切实际，
可是我是我的执著。

路途越走越遥远
谢谢你们一路上给我勇气。

没什么，
只想告诉你们
我很谢谢你们出现在我的世界。

给准备进旧生的半旧生

不得不承认
从一开始
我就对你们注入太多的感情

太不会处理感情
被莉萍骂了
被伟爵骂了
被世炜骂了
被贵嫔骂了
被如恩骂了
几乎被全部好朋友骂了，
还是改不掉。

有一种强烈的离别的感觉
我不知道该怎么形容
可是我就是很伤心

我知道应该要开心
因为换了带队人
代表你们可以跟旧生一起练了
可以出运动会了。
至少，
这是集训营过后我对你们最大的期望。
现在实现了，
却没有了当初的实在感。

一个星期前
我就开始在心理建设了。
一直告诉我自己：
会没事的，他们总会长大；
我应该要开心的。

应该要开心的原因有很多。。
开心，因为不用备课备到半夜一二点；
开心，因为不用每次练习都喊到我喉咙痛；
开心，因为不用每次下课过后的心情都被你们牵着走；
开心，因为不用半夜做蛋糕给你们；
开心，因为我的皮肤可以像以前那样！！！

可是原来不是的，
每次想到你们就会笑。
要笑的东西太多了。。

会笑，当我想到世毅和煜凯打鼓抽筋的样子；
会笑，当我想到志成赶苍蝇的样子；
会笑，当我想到嘉伟要哭要哭的眼睛；
会笑，当我想到伟涛要笑不敢笑的样子；
会笑，当我想到政鹏说他要让我哭；
会笑，当我想到伟俊怕我被投诉不要打鼓的样子；
会笑，当我想到智豪（赵）走过来对我说对不起的样子；
会笑，当我想到淑菲说要拿Straight A 的样子；
会笑，当我想到凯文（刘）pumping的丑样；
会笑，当我想到伟进的热诚和积极。。

会让我笑的东西太多了。。
也许是因为开心的东西太多，
所以眼泪才会被发明吧。

我不是一个很好的带队人
因为连我自己都肯定不到我自己。
我需要别人来给我肯定。

唯一肯定的是，
我一直认为，
你们都是很棒很厉害的，
只是少了一个很好很棒的带队人。

现在，
带着你们的都是很好很棒的带队人。

要打的不再是在光前堂小小的结业礼，
而是在几千人的面前、
在超级大的体育场中间，
打一场大大的运动会！！！

大家，
这段日子，
累都是难免的。

可是请撑下去，
多累都好，
我和你们的带队人都会陪着你们的。

我们大家都熬过来了，
你们也可以的。

失去的热诚，
找回来。

不见的希望，
要回来。

那份精神，
那些喊声，
那些眼神，
找回来！！

我知道你们都可以的！！

请不要忘记集训营最后一天，
我在你们耳边对你们说过的话。
因为到今天，
我始终没有忘记。

一起努力，
不要放弃。

不要让别人看扁，
证明给别人看，
也证明给自己看：
别人可以的，
你也可以！！

加油！！

满满的感动

半旧生，
谢谢你们。
我爱你们。

这4天3夜，
撇开“筹委主席”和“营长”这些称号后，
我就只剩下“带队人”了。
能做你们的带队人，
真的什么辛苦、什么难过都抵消掉了。

还记得第一天营，
你们都被教练骂得好惨好惨。
他说你们没有用脑，
说你们最差，
其实我很心痛，真的。
他不知道前面10个花式你们都有复习。
可是我知道。
他不知道你们不是不好，
只是学得比较慢，
还有缺了一些鼓励和肯定。
这些我都知道，
所以我很心痛、也参杂了一些的生气。

第二天，
搬鼓迟到了，
被我罚了。
其实不想罚你们，
只是，不想你们再散漫下去了。
我真的不忍心你们被别人看扁！！

我一直没有忘记伟进的一个小动作。
在我走着去上厕所的时候，
很大声地喊：“嘉敏！”
然后我冲回来，以为有人受伤了。
怎知他问我去哪里，然后说：
“没什么，怕你不见。”
你们知道我感动了多久吗？

你们都不知道，因为我真的感动了很久很久。

最后解散前，
我又罚了你们，
然后对你们说：
“我发现我对你们太好，
会让你们很放肆，
也会让我觉得我不被尊重。
所以刚刚那十五下，
是为了买回你们对我的尊重的。”

你们不懂我多希望你们注重纪律，
因为被我罚，总好过被别的带队人罚。

第三天，
我又罚了你们。
不是因为你们搬鼓迟了，
而是你们实在太计较了。
于是我问：
“相处了一年，真的有必要那么计较吗？
搬多一粒鼓会让你们怎样了？！”
你们都不说话，
因为我生气了。

你们不懂我有多么希望你们可以团结起来，
不要像一盘散沙。

第四天，
也是我在你们面前流泪的一天。

还记得你们一直喊着我的名，
然后冲过来拿电话给我的那一幕。
我真的，
超感动。
谢谢，真的。

下午你们full run两次，
两次我都差点哭了出来。
因为，
你们真的很努力。
就算其他人不知道，
我都知道！！

看到你们的成果，
我真的完全不记得昨晚有几晚睡。

直到结业礼，
我看到你们站在人群前，
摆出一副鼓手的自信和眼神，
你们知道我有多感动吗？

当程辉向我微笑点头，
肯定你们过后，
我的眼泪马上出来了。
不是我让你们受到肯定，
是你们自己。
我看到大家都做到了。

结束后，
大家向我为了过来，
然后说：
“嘉敏，对不起。
我们打到很差，你不要哭。”

你们不差，一点都不差。
你们真的让我很感动。
别人的掌声，你们听到吗？
4天3夜，你们成功把28个花式记起来。
有多了不起你们知道吗？！

大家，
不要忘记
我说过和问过的话。

“鼓棒没有握紧怎么做鼓手？”

“相处了一年，有必要那么计较？”

“自信是谁给的？”

“没有到最后，怎样也不要放弃。”

“没有 fall out 的自己下10下。”

“没有扎马，自己下15下。”

“Awas! OP! 听前面的人的话。”

“打错就打错，当自己在solo，不要摇头，不要笑。”

这些话，我都说过。
不要忘记。
我真的希望大家不要忘记。

因为如果给我选，
我不要带你们了。

因为我很怕。
怕你们会变成以前那样。
那我该怎么办？
我真的会伤心到崩溃的。

怎样都好，
这4天3夜，
我真的付出了整颗心了，
而这些，
都是有回报的。

是双倍的回报。

因为你们进步了，
因为你们团结了，
因为你们长大了。

这样就够了。

我爱你们。

不懂你们有没有看到这篇东西，
有没有都好，
只想说：

“我变得好幸运，
因为生命中多了你们这群
让我永远记得的过客。”

衷心希望：
半旧生全体都能出运动会！！